No matter how many times I told myself not to. I still would. When there isn't joy but fear in me, I know something, just something that is not right in this. Yet I chose to go for it.
Its like a mixed tape of feelings. And I don't know what to be feeling. The past didn't make anything better. Instead it haunt me till now.
I wish I had faith. Faith in whatever I do. Faith in my future being. I am just afraid the responsibility is huge. But I'm all ready to bear. Just that, who is in with me? Who will hold my hand and walk down this path with me?
A wrong move might cause judgement. And that is something the head will reject in time. But I don't know why, I actually let my guards down on this one. I will either be destroyed or risen. Life is like a gamble. And now I took this risk. It's all, or nothing.
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