Reflection, reflection.
I guess I need a day or two, alone in my bedroom to reflect on myself. Our eyes are so sinful. At least, mine are. It caused me to be really ugly on the inside. Man, I guessed I became everything I wouldn't want to be.
How I wish I can be blind for awhile just so I can learn to embrace what a pair of eyes are for. Just like giving my eyes a purpose. A real purpose for its existence.
People are always jealous of the good things in others. Always. Thus, nonetheless, me too. But I realized, every time I do so, it will breed a kind of unpleasant feeling against the person. And then I will dislike the person.
But isn't this too ridiculous? Just because I think the person is better than me and I started to detest the person? No wonder they say jealousy kills.
And right now, I think this is so ungentleman of me. I got to confess that I really hate myself for that. So, I wanna stop judging with my eyes. And be free from jealousy.
Instead, learn from the better ones. So I can improve myself. Great, it's like I attended a self-improvement lesson today. Thank you Jesus for all the wonderful things, and this precious lesson. Bless the night, x.
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