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Its pretty late right now, considering that I have to wake up at 7am for work later.

(Hopefully 6 - 6:30am, just to have breakfast)

I am working consecutively this few days, thus not having the time to blog.

But as you can see, I really am trying to keep it constant.

Some encouragement for my effort please!

So I guess I will only have rest on Tuesday!!!

Anyway, I don't know why yesterday seems like a really gloomy day for me.

As in Saturday was gloomy, very.

I am physically at work, but my thoughts and soul were else where.

Even at the peak period or serving customers, I know my mind didn't stop thinking.

Some thing is just very wrong.

Every time I have a flash back, I died inside.

Really dying hard inside.

Its like a revival game.

Dead and alive...dead and alive.

I don't know what else I can do.

I am already occupied, and I can still think!

Dafug, I think I need to triple multi-task or something.

I had a thought to flee.

To flee from all this.

But still, I need to weigh the importance of a few factor.

Well, I'm cleared after 9th, if I haven't receive it by then...

I think I should have a good rest.

Totally deserve it.

I was brooding over it last night on my way home.

I know a few days will not heal me.

I estimated two weeks, hopefully I can be struck by independence to come back.

All right guys, time for bed, xoxo. Sleeeeeeeep, forever.

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