Shame

There's so many unexpected things in life.

And life is moving a little bit too fast.

It was so much slower back in my younger days.

Soon, I'll be hitting the number 2 in my age.

It's somehow scary.

Like knowing that I have so much responsibilities,

for my family and also for myself.

I feel like I have not been responsible to myself.

I can look in the mirror feeling ashamed at what I am now.

This is truly a disgrace.